the archive for September 2008

North Texas Nissan

transmitted 09.23.2008

Avery Johnson’s North Texas Nissan was a large undertaking. This was the first website at ecarlist to use the newest inventory page developed by two of our designers and programmers Chris Alexander and Drew Simon.

Pineapple Express

transmitted 09.23.2008

Perfect!

Perfect!

Okay, so I loved this freaking movie! I honestly need to go see it again, or find it on PirateBay.org. James Franco stole the show man. I really thought he was sort of a tool based on previous flicks. I liked Spider-Man, but he still seemed like a flake. With this movie, Franco got a whole reinvention of himself as far as I was concerned. I loved every second he was on screen. All I could think in my head when he was saying something was, “it’s so true man!” And it is!

So that is a very short review, but I don’t know what else there is to say other than that you need to GO SEE THE MOVIE!

Today

transmitted 09.21.2008

is my birthday.

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I can’t say that I ‘hate’ myself…

transmitted 09.07.2008

I can’t say that I hate myself,
Because what is ‘hate’?
A state of the heart,
Or a state of the brain?

Right now my heart is a mess
I have so many troubles
So many sins to confess

And my mind is twisted
Full of thoughts and unrest
I think of all the things I’ve cursed
And nothing I’ve blessed

What do I do?
What do I say?
How do I pay
For all the things I’ve done?

This isn’t new
Not today
Do I find a way to make this fun?

It’s not self-loathing
This is a reckoning of the heart
Where it has split down the middle
And become two parts

I can’t say that I hate myself,
Because I don’t know who I am
Never really trying to be myself
But somebody else instead

What a lonely trip sometimes
Even surrounded by those who love me
The loneliness tightens its grip
A vice that keeps me from being free

What do I depend on?
Who do I depend on?

My state of existence
Disgusts even me on occasion
My speech full of anger and doubt
It leaves deep wounds and abrasions

What is wrong with me?
What compels a seemingly normal person
To commit acts of random stupidity
When it makes the situation worsen

You know who and what does love me
My dogs
Without judgement
Without reciprocation.

I don’t do the right thing when I should
I never follow the leader
I want but I don’t
I try to feel but it won’t
I don’t know myself
I’ve wronged myself
All I care about is myself
I don’t like myself
I pity myself
I can’t stand myself

But I can’t say that I hate myself.

- Daniel Pitner

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